Think Positive

Exercising your MIND and SPIRIT

“Those times when you don’t feel like being positive are the times when choosing to be positive makes the biggest difference.” (Mark & Angel Chernoff)

Nurturing thoughts of positivity requires effort of exercising your mind and spirit. I know from my own experience that it’s not that easy to think positivily when you are faced with adversity such as cancer but it is possible.  Self care, mood control, positive thinking like anything else that makes a better version of you, takes work. Optimism helps to heal, endure and perservere cancer, and it also helps you deal with what comes after cancer.  With time, you will thrive again and come out of it even better version of you.

Your attititude dictates the outcome of your treatment and how you go through your cancer journey. Having cancer is a scary reality and uncertain future that can lasts a long time deepening your negative feelings, breaking your spirit, your energy, messing with your emotions, not to mention having to deal with the physical aspect of the illness. No matter how much you try to stay positive, at some point, it will cause you emotional distress and panic. Hearing the news for the first time that I have cancer put me into a state of dispair and fear that my life is over. By nature, I consider myself to be a positive person, so seeing good in bad situations comes a little more natural to me but there were always those days when I could not control my mood, and I would just start crying from being tired, dealing with the side effects of chemo, losing my hair and my organs, getting mad at myself for being down.  I tried to catch myself in these “low moments” by focusing on something else to help me cope and feel better about myself. I am sharing some of my coping strategies that I hope you will find relatable and applicable. 

Positive Coping Strategies

Religion or spiritual practices

I’ve always found comfort and peace in my religion, especially when I was lost.  When I was younger dealing with my parents’ divorce, God helped me believe in better times and gave me hope. Once again, the power of prayer and belief, gave me hope during cancer that everything will be better again after all this is over. My religion helped me better cope and accept what was happening to me and give me sense of purpose, peace and comfort.

In addition to prayer, I rely on other daily spiritual practices to over-come negative emotions: writing down what I’m grateful for, my dreams, my bucket list, taking a walk, listening to a book or podcast, meditating or taking breathing excercises, stretching, yoga, listening to music, playing piano, reading poetry, taking a bath, aroma therapy (tea, candles, essential oils).

Positive reappraisal

Self talk can be powerful and positive when you are feeling down, especially when it is encouraging and uplifting. What you tell yourself will prophesy your outcome. Focus on the positive. Try to find a “bright side” or gaining something rather than loosing when you are feeling a negative reaction or self-doubt. For instance, tell yourself: “you are going through a lot right now, but it will not last long”, “this is just temporary inconvenience”, “I would rather go through this than my loved ones”, “it could be so much worse…” or “it’s unfair that cancer happened to me but it made me more resilient, appreciative and enjoy every day to the fullest.”    

Family, friends and social support

Look around you…the most important and beautiful things in life you already have – your family, people that you love and they love you back, your friends, your pets, etc. Lean on the people that help you get through the tough times, have encouraging words to say, boost your mood and give you energy, those that are present and available for you. 

I remember the 2nd day after 5 chemo treatments when I was feeling bad physically, tired, emotionally upset and feeling hopeless that this feeling will never end, when a friend called me checking on me as usual.  But this time was different, she caught me when I was vulnerable and wasn’t being “strong”.  Her call meant more to me this time than ever.  We talked about nothing of importance, the “usual” but somehow it felt unforgettable.  Her call was perfectly timed when I needed someone to challenge my thoughts and cheer me up.

Feel good playlist

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Humor

Have you ever laughed so hard bringing you to tears when you couldn’t control yourself, couldn’t stop, continue laughing without a reason or not even remembering why you started laughing in the first place? This kind of laugh is the best…this kind of laugh is good for your health and good for your spirit. It makes me smile even thinking about it.  When I was young, I loved watching AFV (America’s Funniest Home Videos).  It was silly but funny.  When I feel down, AFV on YouTube is a great resource to deal with pain, stress and negative thoughts. Try Best Babies Laughing Videos or Laughing Fox on YouTube.  Their laugh is contagious. 

Inspirational quotes

I found comfort and encouragment during my cancer journey in other people’s inspirational quotes.  These quotes gave me a different perspective on my own situation, hope and encouragement that everything will be ok at the end, relating to others and belonging to a community of people that are also dealing with their own struggles. Their words helped me see the bright side and gave me hope. 

We are very fortunate to live in a digital world, where so many other women are able to share their cancer journeys and survivor stories through social media.  Relating to someone and sharing the same struggles helps to endure this horrible disease together. 

Before it all started – waiting on my medical oncologist to go over the biopsy results. I dind’t know at the time that this will be almost 2yr journey.
Getting blood work done before each round of chemo is standard to ensure my body can handle it. I cut my hair really short to minimize the hair loss shock but after 2nd round of A/C, it all came out at once in large clumps which was a very devestating experience.
My 4th A/C (“red devil”) injection before I switched to Taxol infusions next. Surprisingly, I experienced more side affects with Taxol than A/C, even ending up in ER. 
My last chemo – I’m so tired but relieved. I still have a long journey ahead (surgery and radiation) but happy to be done with the 1st phase towards becoming cancer free. 

Cancer Resources

What to Eat

Be in control of what you put in your body.  The quality of foods you eat during and beyond cancer is critical for your recovery and prevention of cancer coming back.

How to Stay Positive

Stay positive. Live in the moment. Your attitude dictates the outcome of your treatment and how you will live once you are cancer free again.

Helpful Things for Cancer Patient

Things you can do during chemo, and things others can do for you to help endure the disease.